Suck.

Dear blog,

Hell yeah I need to buy some journal. A place where I could say anything. A place that just listen, not complain. A place where I could use my own free words to share my stories. A place that can make me calm. A place that can safe with secrets.

Sometimes, I feel really suck. I feel empty. Didn't have somebody beside me, even thought I know my friends are there. But I still couldn't share my true feelings. Angry, mad is all in me. I don't want to be a bad person. Really. But sometimes I couldn't stand something that can make me very angry. And yes, I kept that in my heart. I want to scream it to the world! But I can't.

School sometimes make me sick. I scheduled myself to study every day, but it's not compete. How can I get 39,00 in national examination if I'm so damn lazy? I hate my lazy-nezz. After school, I felt so sleepy so I often get to sleep. And not study-ing. God, help me againts my lazyness!

Well, what else? Family? I've got a huge fight with mom few weeks ago. But now, we're very happy :) My sister often get back to Jakarta. But some sad news my daddy have to work every weekend and stays for like 4 days. I miss him!!! Otherwise, It's all good.

Well, sorry for the bad post. But I'm in really need of Journal!

Move out people!

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11.15 pm

Yeah, It's 11.15 pm. Almost midnight. And I'm not asleep. Or the more correct word is, not-sleepy-yet.

FYI, I've had the best Saturday. I spend this Saturday went to Anty's for xlv practice. And cao to Blok M Plaza. Yeah isn't it cool? :p Anyway our teachers invite us to perform in there. So, there we are. It's not just us, There's Tamy's band and Addo + Ozzy either. I didn't think it will be fun. Butttt, it was a superb! Many many of Scavoreight came! Loootttsss! And we're just talking about everything, laugh about everything. It was so fun! We played together.....like I mean really really together! And when xlv and I got there, we were like said "what the fuck...." "we're gonna perform in this???" But then, we're just make this as a funny moment. So when Xlv perform, I saw their faces, they were really enjoy the show and laugh when dance. Not nervous like always. HA-HA-HA It's was so funny, though. And the MC was like so........funny! LOL I got a goodie bag HAHA :P because Reyhan, Maga, Tikka, and I doing some sort of modeling a book (WTF??) AND IT WAS FUNNY HAHAHAHA. Well, we were just have fun with all of us in there and I was like thinking "This is fun! Doing this together and laugh about everything. We should to this more often SVR! :D" Hell yeah, We should do this more often :D

Rencana Hidup \m/

RENCANA HIDUP HAURA DWITYA PRAMESWARI

PLAYGROUP -> HARAPAN IBU

TK -> HARAPAN IBU

SD -> HARAPAN IBU

SMP -> SMP LABSCHOOL KEBAYORAN

SMA -> SMA NEGERI 70

KULIAH :

S1--> ITB/UNPAR/UI, JURUSAN KEDOKTERAN/ARSITEKTUR/TEKNIK FISIKA/DESIGN/HUBUNGAN INTERNASIONAL (BANYAK MAU JADI MASIH BINGUNG)

S2--> HARVARD UNIVERSITY!!!!!

KERJA --> DOKTER ANAK/ARSITEK/DESIGN/HI/BUSINESS WOMAN

*PUSING GIMANA MASA DEPAN SAYA KARENA SAYA MASIH BINGUNG INGIN KULIAH DI BIDANG APA?!?!?!?!?*

SAYA STRESS @#^%$%^&(&*(^*&%$

:-D

HAPPY 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY! ♥

Yeayyy 1 tahunn :-D Selamat 1 tahun ya Reyyyyy semoga makin baik2 aja dan semoga awet2 sama aku. Kamu harusnya bersyukur dapet aku yang cantik dan baik sekali dan asik sekali dan cool funky ini okee? ^^ HAHAHA btw itu dapet kado polaroid dari Reyhan :-D terus gakmau kalah dong.....jadi bikin juga wekekek. Sayangnya gue gakpunya polaroid jadi gue ngedit dari komputer hihi gakbeda jauh kan ya kerennya ^^ Pokoke selamat setaun yo Reyyy! Makasih kadonya! Semoga makin baik dan Jangan playboy kayak dulu ya :p

Eid Mubarak 2010

Happy Eid Mubarak everybody! Minal Aidin Wal Faidzin! May you all can forgive my mistakes :D

Well, this year eid are given my so many lessons. My grandma from my dad doesn't want to open house like usual because she said she's too tired. So, just us the Hardjono's but not the big big family. My grandma doesn't want to get dirty and stuff like that, so she ordered Hoka Hoka Bento HAHAHAHA. Isn't that funny? On Eid Mubarak? Eating Hoka Hoka Bento? Well that's a new experience. It's not like what I expected, I hope next year will be better :-)

Instead of that, my grandparents from my mom have the most awesome Eid Mubarak! Well, for like couple years behind my grandma and my grandpa kind of seperate house. But now, they're back! I really really happy for them. They stayed together again. But the bad thing is, my grandpa got sick :-( he has to stay in a wheel chair. I hope you get better soon, grandpa! Well, first day It's just us, "Soekito's" It's fun! I didn't get THR but It's not a big deal, I'm not looking for money. We got along so well and we got some great photos together. Yeay! :-D

The second day, The Wazar's (The familys from my grandma side) came to my grandparents house. It was plenty of them in the little house! Well, It's kinda bored cause I didn't know my cousins from that side and I was so ashamed to introduce myself. So I just played with my sister and my cousins from my mom side (The Soekito's) But us (Soekito's) really really work hard! Sometimes I do the cleaning, sometimes my sister, sometimes my cousins. Well, we shared duties to do the houseworks. And we ate "SATE PADAAAANG" I was really excited on sate padang because It's not like on the street. It was really really deliciouso!!!!! Mantap Mantap :9 Around 2 My sister and mas ebi slept on the couch. And Me and abang slept on the bed. And Zahra captured our faces while asleep :0 Well it's a really great time meeting family like them once in a year. Infact, I enjoy the time that we do the hard work with cleaning the house it's so fun! :-D

Anyway, this is some photos from this year Eid Mubarak :-)

This is my one and only my number numero uno my beloved one, My Family ♥



This is The Soekito's



This is The Hardjono's



And This is The Wazar's (Plenty, right?) (Btw Wazar's is my grandma family so I think this is my family from my great-grandmother?)

Scavolendra Talvoreight ♥

The weirdo man who laugh his ass off

Okay, If you see the title of this post maybe you all know what I'm going to tell you about. It's about someone who has been nice for me for almost...... 12 months. Well, It's been a weird but yet, happy year with him. Physical experience? You will notice him from his weird eyebrow. Yeah he got the weirdest eyebrow ever it's like tingkling! (I don't know what I'm talking about. But you're gonna laugh if you see his eyebrow :p) And if you heard someone laughing very hard and very loud......yeah that's him.

He's nice. And I mean it, he's a very nice person. He never got angry. Even if we had a fight it's always me that had the "anger-management" He just listen to all my junks and very patient with me (And all of my friends said that, because my friends call me a freak....hufff whatever) He's really caring. He always look for me everytime in whatever situation and care for me (Well this sound really catchy :p) He's a really great entertainer! Just by looking his face I could laugh! I don't even know why. He's got lots of jokes but sometimes it's not funny, sorry :p

He's a really really patient person. I'm a moody person and I often got angry with everything. But he just listen and never mad at me. He just listen and sometimes gave me a really great advice :) He's a good friend. Sometimes we got along as best friend. Sharing stories most of them, and some of other things. And I enjoyed talking to him. I really enjoyed being with him.

One of my secret is that I can't stop searching for him. Everytime in school, I always searched for him. And if I see his smile it makes me smile too :) Well, He's the most person that I care the most (Awwwwh :p)

I do hope we can make it until......I don't know when. But, just don't go anywhere, will you? :)